18
Jan
doubt …doubtlessly one of the most feared emotions, besides love, is coursing through nervs veins as he steps out of the shadows behind the waif child attempting to wrap his mind around how he could stop himself from killing the poor girl. daggers in hand he made a quick clean swipe at her throat as well as stabbing her in the back right through the heart making it silent and almost bloodless, you really couldnt stop the juglar spurting though so nerv put gloved hand around her neck and slowing the blood flow a little bit. doubt wracked his whole being “should i have killed this poor thing” he thought to himself, and suddenly everything went white fire in his mind a kind of fire that only a few have survived using his teachings he calmed it down but found himself taller , more broad in the shoulders and faster as he ran ..ran from the scene from his nightmare and from the only women he ever loved lying dead now on her floor. all from orders , doubt controled him now made him think fuzzily, muddled he stopped and looked in the water by the manor…and found he wasnt himself any more, a night elf now and forever ….what was i he thought human …? kinda fit ?
so he ran far into the night and lost himself in the turmoil
doubt….
28
Nov
sometimes when destiny appears , comes about what ever you wish to call it its very either in your face or what was that …however theres also a time that nothing happens ..for along time ..studying under this master assassin was one of those times nearly 4 years past the river and all nerv managed to learned was a slight slight combat sense and a very faint , but ideal stealth figure for the wetworks. although he wasnt ready for the hits no not even close.
this was boring it seemed to nerv that the learning was going nowhere and living in a small hut outside the burning flames of searing gorge was wearing him thin …
flames aside nerv “decided” one day to follow a undead warlock to one of the rituals they performed on occasion , risking much in this endeavor using the stealth techniques he learned in the past year … he got close enough to watch the ritual some sort of demon summoning …then things went south.
suddenly nerve wracking pain hit nerv and he was laid out contorting in a very odd position ..not a thought of “why did he see me through stealth went trough his head as he felt as if he were flayed alive his very life essence torn from him.
now an interesting thing happend at that time ..a thought had occured to nerv …reading up on subtlety techniques and secretly self teaching himself a very complex “spell” he suddely found himself with out pain , behind the warlock , and his spare dagger in the lower back of the undead … and his other dagger slashing the throat at the same time… the warlock fell to the ground the demon summoned fell to the ground and voided itself from existence just as nervs mentor showed up behind nerv his own stealth breaking as he placed his sword on nervs shoulder …”i have nothing left to teach you ” he said in those dulcet tones ” youre free to go about your own life now ..use what i have givin you ..stick to the shadows ….rogue…”
he wasnt so sure that it would work out as luck had not been on his side for a long time but nerv was determined anyways….he was sneaky .and uncannily so, yet as was said luck , jus didnt seem to get along with him.
snaeking his way towards the bread stall, he stopped wondering what his mother would do if he was caught ..yet again by the local militia. whipped prolly and not at all demeaned by abusive words from his father.
this stall caused three things to happen in succession : he tripped a bit on a small rock , bumped into a lordly dressed person ..of whom had a scar from his forehead down his left eye to his chin …and a piece of bread to find its way into his hand …stunned to say the least he started to run, key word start.
the stall manager came rumbling out of his booth and demanded for militia nay yelled very loudly for them at once, meanwhile nerv, contemplasting the very stern beating he was going to get threw down the bread, of which the lordly man caught ..and causally gave back to nerv and slapped the booth keeper in the mouth quite harshly. “there will be no need for militia” he said in tones nerv thought reminded him of old stories of subtlety, the old art of lowering ones threat to an angry person …and it worked ! ..nerv then ran towards the river …none beknowest to him men was following on the rooftops.
he made it to the river bank ..and was catching his breath when he was kicked in the gut by one of the men on the rooftop, ” youre giving everyone quite the scare there lad ” he mentioned nonchalantly as a fist pummeled into nervs left eye bruising it quite fast , he’d never been dissected so fiercly before in a fight so fast.
now the current on the river was quite something to behold white water they called the river and for good reason ..” the thing is ” the man said again in that annoying tone ” is that youre wanted by someone a man beast with intentions of making something out of you ” he guffawed at that finding it funny or something , this made nerv a bit angry and he tried to get a hit in himself ..but before he could he faltered ..badly as he was quite dizzy from the earlier blow. the man easily dodged the incoming punch and whacked nerv across the cheek, ” see that this ..cargo gets to its destination ” to the three men who appeared out of nowhere ” and clean him ”
rather than be brought out of town to wherever they inteded to take him he made a mad semi-straight dash to the river, plunging into the cold embrace and battering waves of it.
now the cold was one thing being torn by rocks was another …it seemed an eternity to nerv tumbling head over heels in the surf as he went about a mile down the current before he was yanked out by the scarred man hed seen in the market ..” why did you run ” said the man ” everything was going to be alright ..now look at you bruised,bloody and wet” nerv thought about about it ..his wits were nnot really returned to there proper attention yet ..” why did you save me from the river ” was all he could say.
and the man told him.
he was to study and become a rogue, a master assassin ..and a killer of people that did wrong, and the beast man wanted nothing more than to see nervs head on a pike for that.
he was baptized in the river and had managed to surface from a boy to man with in a day ….how exciting …
and he felt an odd sensation , doubt.
22
Nov
as it were nerv was on assignment caging an unlikley victim in his grasp,. gripping the side bars of the balcony tightly he edged his way across the guards and positioning himself appropriately, bouncing from balcony to landing in a swooping motion nerv slashed the unsuspecting lookout , the final one before the target, silently across the neck with his dagger. no noise was emitted but nerv knew his cover was blown. a swift roundhouse to head of the first person who stuck it around the corner ahead of his body tearing away at ligaments in the trachea, killing again with a silent detail. no one showed again so with trained heart of a master assassin and true to the order he carried out his mission ….
looking in upon the target he was at first not sure what to expect but a waif of a girl not yet in her prime and not at all young.
he found himself doubting for the first time in a decade.
nerv dasyx has a colorful past ..name wise, and he wants to clear up a few things that might frighten very small insects and or medium ones too….
nerv is short for nervaaroa , my old and very first mmo name of which yes it was starwars galaxies. till they messed it up horribly. i was a wookiee and i rocked out in any given situation ..hence the short version of my name “nerv” or like hes got some nerve. but seriously ….i dont think anyone could pronounce nervaaroa.
dasyx means 3 sixes ..or i was told ..as you can tell im very evil and am very dark , in any case not very cheerful ..in some cases i am though, jus warning you.
in all sincerity ..my names hasnt evolved in near on 7 years i use all or jus nerv as my ingame name ..or its backwards version “vren” whose very name scares little germs ..the ones that get cleaned by germaway ..or something.
well its early yet and im having fun so you will see more of me as this was an introduction.